friends + feelings

Accepting Reality // I Can Fix This…Probably. Not.

As I pull my phone from my ear + thumb over the red "hang up" button my mind is overwhelmed. For myself + more so for my friend. Ideas pumped through my mind, already full of possible worst case scenarios. Was my advice worthy of his situation? Did I say the right thing? Was I leading him astray with my own interpretation of the situation? Life was really doing a great job of punching him in the throat with one reality check after another. I knew he could handle it, but it still didn't seem fair. There has to be a way to make this better. Easier. Simpler. Yes, yes, I know! This problem is also not...my problem. The drama is not...my drama. Yet I want to help. I want to make a difference in the life of the friend I was just chatting with. There has to be a way for me to fix everything. (more…)

By Heidi Kumm, ago
friends + feelings

Currently.

Let's jump into the important stuff...like the fact it's my birthday month. Yay, aging? Okay, so that's not the most important thing happening in my life right now, but it will be my rebuttal to any agreement presented to me for the next 31 days. You've been warned. Start an argument, I dare you...okay, okay...just kidding. I'd rather eat cake. (more…)

By Heidi Kumm, ago
friends + feelings

Meandering Dirt Ribbons

Sometimes I have a million + a half words to throw down on a page. Words about the trail or words about my feelings or words of advice or...just words. Other times, I have no words. Or at least I don't have words that make any sense or follow any logical thought process. That is me, right now. I have a lot on my mind, but it doesn't quite make sense yet. (more…)

By Heidi Kumm, ago
friends + feelings

Home; Settling In

Sometimes I sit down at my computer, load up Wordpress + settle in to write about something very specific. Maybe it's a trail story or a race recap [ha, that's been a while] or a "hey, this is what's up" update. Usually, I make a point to leave home then get focused + motivated with a fancy pants latte from my favorite coffee shop [or whatever coffee shop will let me buy caffeine in exchange for internet access]. Lately, I've been writing with a purpose...motivated by experiences or some sort of income. (more…)

By Heidi Kumm, ago